Tuesday, September 8

The real reason behind my blogging break

Less than 20 days and the summer holidays is officially over.

I am grateful for this summer and I am super grateful that I got to spend so much time with the little twinsies. I am really happy I took time off from my mac to focus on spending quality time with the family. I'm now excited to finish my final year in uni and to be back in the boyf's arms. I know I'll miss the little twins a lot because.. how could you not? They're my everything. I love how they come wake me up every morning. Who wouldn't want to wake up to two pairs of adorable tofu cheeks!

And this summer, I've been better. I've had a few bad days where I broke down in tears being terrifed of gaining weight due to all the extremely amazing food I've been having.. but I suppose, overall.. I've been okay. I've been a the gym, I haven't exactly been binging.. so I'm okay. I'm okay.

To be honest though, my health was the main motivation.. the main drive behind this blogging/technology break. A few weeks prior to the start of my summer, I found a lump on the right of my chest. I mean, this wouldn't be the first time as I've previously had surgery to remove something similar but it got me worried. It reminded me that life is really fragile and that anything could happen. I'm scheduled for a few check ups here and there when I'm back in the UK so hopefully everything turns out okay. Please let it be benign just as before. Please.

*breathes*


So you see, I'm trying to stay calm and happy. I can't start being afraid of life and worrying myself away. It was a great decision from me to spend as much time as I can with the twins because their joy is so pure and so innocent. I envy them and I suppose this is my way of experiencing such carefree joy again. Seeing the world from their eyes and experiencing things from their perspective. Though I feel like I've missed out on some stuff, I have loved spending every minute with them and I feel really grateful.


Hong Kong is such a gem goddamn it. I'm gonna miss staring at the sunsets and at all my favourite tall buildings.. but I suppose, I miss seeing British architecture too. Ugh.

Soon, I'll be back with more soon. Just let me enjoy the last three weeks here with my little twinsies and I'll be back with more regular updates and stuff. Also, who else is super excited about Instagram's new update?!

Sidenote: missing my Sims binge. Need one ASAP.


23 comments :

  1. Life is so fragile and often we forget that. It can be so scary. Know that you are in my thoughts. Sometimes a blogging break is essential. I am glad that you took some time off to focus on yourself. <3
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    1. yeah it was exactly that thought. life is so fragile and i just couldn't not take some time off to live because it all just felt so scary. thank you!

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  2. Lovely post, have a beautiful weekend dear! <3

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  3. oh my! I hope you are doing great now my dear! stay strong and I'd pray you'll be back on your feet again. Let's stay positive and always keep the faith. It's great to hear from you again! <3

    love lots,
    Tin

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  4. I'm glad you feel better now. Stay happy and healthy

    xoxo,
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  5. Guess what, I am not on Instagram... on purpose :) But I know many people love it, of course! I imagine how much you love being with your family and the twins... they are lovely, waking you up, so sweet! I think you should relax and don't worry about blogging now, just relax with your family and may you be well and that the lump is nothing. I am really crossing my fingers for you! Please keep us posted later (once in a while is OK, don't worry about daily posts, enjoy the time there), cause I am really sending positive vibes!
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    1. thank you for all the positive vibes x

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  6. Don't worry, dear! I'm sure everything's will turn out fine. I'll keep you in my prayers & hope you'll stay healthy always. xoxo

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  7. I'm happy to hear that you spent some amazing time in the summer and I hope everything turns out fine for you! Also the photos look really beautiful! xx

    Sara Wallflower

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  8. such a nice photos!!
    kisses from dimitris xx
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  9. nice one
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  10. I'm so sorry you're having health concerns sweetie, I hope everything turns out well. Keeping my fingers crossed for you!

    Bella Pummarola

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  11. i wish you all the best in your check up,everything will be well
    Great pictures too

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  12. I´m happy you have a good summer, now as you have write keep calm and be happy ;)

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  13. I wish you the best darling
    kss
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