*picture sans makeup
Put it this way, I've seen better days and I've felt better than this. But hey, I'm here, I'm strong and I'm calm. This week has been another learning phase in knowing what's good for me and what isn't. It's sad when things don't work out but I'm not about to put in a whole lot of effort if I know nothing's gonna change.
I miss home, I miss my family and I miss my real friends. Don't get me wrong, not everything is all bad with me here but the exceptions to it are pretty.. bad.
In all honesty though, I can't wait to be home, to be free again (funny how this has changed). But anyways, I went out on Monday night and I had a blast
On an attempt to cheer myself up, I tried to do things that would make me happy. I focused on happy thoughts (I tried), thought of what to wear to Fristi's birthday dinner this Sunday aaaaaaaand went on Zalora online store for some shopping. Oh and on that note! When you click on to Zalora's main homepage .. notice the pretty hot male model? Funny enough, I recognised him almost immediately due to him being one of my friend's boyfriend! What a tiny world we live in..
Y'know what, I can't actually remember the last time I shopped for clothes. Ugh, what has my life become. I swear I'm like having a mid-life crisis now. I worry about bills, groceries and getting enough sleep. UGH! I'm off to shopping right now to feel better! Hello, Zalora *winks*.
Here's a mirror selfie from when I looked nice.
PS: I have a sudden interest to go become a certified makeup artist. I couldn't pursue art as a degree but makeup is a form of art no? So...