It's been awhile (yet again).. truth be told I don't really blog anymore because I have nothing to say. My life has become so uninteresting. And it's been hard for me to accept that. Everyone knows that I'm such a city girl, always on the go. I love dressing up, going out, exploring places but here I am. I'm stuck in this constant cycle of not doing anything. Everyone here is so different than what I'm used to. There's nothing I can say to change anything because I know it won't. No one's gonna take the initiative to do anything and there really isn't anything around to do either. It's not that I can't be alone doing things by myself cause I have done that for an entire gap year but I am just so sick of being.. well, here. Everything bores me. I have recently succumbed to binge watching tv series on Netflix (it's not a bad thing but ugh).
I just got out of a three way conversation with my best friends and honestly, it's like the most I've done so far that actually meant something. I used to think that I would have my blog, at the very least, to just write or to rant. But I'm beginning to question if I still do when I have nothing to talk about. I miss my friends and I miss having a busy life (assignments do not count). I thought I could paint sometime during this break but classes begin tomorrow and I haven't done anything that I wanted to. What has become of me.
This post really isn't written for anyone but for myself so if this bores, if my life bores you, I'm sorry. But hey, my boring life aside.. I received two Birchboxes courtesy of the boyf (this bit is for the readers I suppose).
Totally wearing Models Own nail polish in Amethyst from December's box.
Things from December's box include the Benefit High Beam, English Laundry Signature For Her, Eyeko Fat Eye Stick in Smoke, Electric Hair Electric Hydrate Shampoo, Elemental Herbology Facial Glow Radiance Peel and a Sophia Webster purse.
January's box was in partnership with Women's Health! The whole box just smells amazing *dies*.
Things from January's box include Shaveworks The Cool Fix, Beauty Protector Protect & Detangle (which smells aaaaaaamazing), ActiveBod Feel Great Shower Concentrate, REN Glycolactic Radiance Renewal Mask, Embrace Matcha Green Tea, Stila Lip Gloss and not pictured, a Birchbox Pilates Band.
And that's the end of my really boring holiday. Now excuse me while I go kill myself out of boredom. Did I mention classes begin tomorrow? UGH FUCK THIS NEVERENDING BOREDOM.