Wednesday, December 17

Stress Overkill

In the last 10 days, I have been out of the world busy. Honestly, I have been so stressed I want to just hurt myself. I need to get a good fix of positiveness. The exhaustion and frustration I feel is eating me away. Ugh, so far.. being 20 sucks due to the amount of work I've had. My birthday went okay I suppose. I had a buttload of fun for the night but tbh I never really got to do some of the things I actually wanted to. I mean, I can't remember the last time I've been on a nice day out anywhere. There's just so much frustration going on right now that I can't even smile.

I've still got some work to do that's due in on Friday *sigh* All I want to do is shut my eyes and shut down. Completely. I have nothing remotely interesting or happy to write about since my last post. All I want to do is vent and cry and sleep. I'm struggling to tell myself that everything is gonna be okay. I feel so frustrated. SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED I JUST WANT TO SCREAM IN EVERYONE'S FACE CAUSE NO ONE GETS ME.

I'll write again when I stop feeling like this. This weight at the back of my throat is driving me nuts!

41 comments :

  1. Awe, that is so sad! I hope you start to feel happy again soon! Being sad sucks :(

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  2. Sweety I feel you, but please put yourself together, remember your health first! Try to break up from everything and stay one or two days at home doing nothing, just relax yourself and think what you want to do when you'll go outside and do it! Do whatever you want, say whatever you want... Life can be so bad, but so beautiful too... Be the change you want to see :)
    I'm sending virtual hugs from my house to yours Annick :* <3

    Francesca
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  3. It could be worse. Just breath. Take some time off for yourself sweetheart. Try incorporating doing at least one thing you absolutely love everyday. Even if it is for half an hour. It could be anything. Tea time or coffee alone listening to your favorite music. Read a book or magazine. Talk to a stranger. Walk. Just lose yourself in what you love doing even if it means doing it alone. Please take good care of yourself doll. You are loved.

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  4. It will all pass, dear. Don't worry. Every struggle is worth the trouble in the end. Hope you'll be fine soon. :)

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  5. Sorry to learn how you are feeling. I hope things get well very soon.

    Jasmine ♥♥♥

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  6. Just take care of yourself and try to be positive, things will get better soon! =) Followed back dear!

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  7. Being 20 is wonderful. I wish I was only 20! :) Happy birthday to you and please cheer up! :)
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  9. Awh, I hope you get better soon!

    Hugs and kisses,
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  10. I hope that Christmas vacations give you a little break! :)

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  11. Please take some time off to relax. Stress is never a good thing. Do what makes you happy. Hope you feel better soon.
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  12. Hi! I just found your blog and I think is so cute.
    I hope your visit :)
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    xx

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  13. I hope you feel better soon. Try to stay positive.

    Corinne x
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  14. Same, girl, same! Finals have been killing me!

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  15. Everything will be okay! Wish you the best!

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  16. So sorry to read you feel so sad, hope you'll feel better pretty soon. Just take your time, girl.
    xox
    Lenya
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  17. Oh I hope you can feel happy again! God bless your life! =)

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    Jessica

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  18. Hopefully you will feel better soon,because there are many reasons to be positive. xx

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  19. Hang in! Things will certainly get better...and soon, hopefully! Holding positive thoughts and sending them your way. Hugs, T. http://tickledpinkwoman.blogspot.com

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  20. I hope that you'll feel better ASAP!

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  21. :( I hope you'll feel better now! Good days will come, trust me!:)
    Life's good!
    xxx Marina,

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  22. Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that you've been feeling so stressed and unsettled lately - all I can suggest, is that you constantly remind yourself that no feeling lasts forever, nothing is permanent and to treat yourself with some TLC! Nothing is worth feeling so unhappy about! :)

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  23. So sorry that you feel again so frustrated. Do you know the cause for it?
    xx from Germany/Bavaria, Rena
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  24. I hope you'll feel better!
    Have a great weekend:)
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  25. Feel better!!

    xoxo,
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  26. am sure the feeling wil lpass by soon.Try to be happy

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  27. oh no.. :( I'm so sorry to hear this!! just hang in there, things will be better!! :D cyber hugs for you, dear!

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  28. OMG! I feel the same way, so overwhelmed I want to scream! Plus, this is the time of year I'm a robot, working 10-hour shifts 6 days a week until the end of February. So I'm scrambling around, trying to take photos & stockpile posts so I can at least still have a bit of what I enjoy. But, I hope things settle for us both! & Sorry not sorry of the vent. lol. Please do write again soon. Wishing you well! (:


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  29. I'm glad you had a nice birthday. I've also been really stressed out lately. I'm so glad to have some time off now.

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  30. oh my I hope everything turns out good soon. i feel you though I'm in my mid 20s and still no luck at job. but what I do is surround myself with people that matters most to me. like family and friends. they really help. kisses and hugs all the way from Philippines <3


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  31. Hope your life turns around soon <3

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  32. pretty cool pics, I loved it, wonderful

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  33. Oh I know that feeling and it sucks... but it will get better, trust me <3

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  34. Merry Christmas! ♥
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  35. Seriously stop stressing. I really hope you are feeling better.

    Happy Holidays to You and Your Family!

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  36. thanks for the comments everyone <3

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  37. hi dear
    pls dnt take any stress
    everything will be ok soon
    just dnt wrry n keep calm
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  38. don worry and try to be happy

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