In the last 10 days, I have been out of the world busy. Honestly, I have been so stressed I want to just hurt myself. I need to get a good fix of positiveness. The exhaustion and frustration I feel is eating me away. Ugh, so far.. being 20 sucks due to the amount of work I've had. My birthday went okay I suppose. I had a buttload of fun for the night but tbh I never really got to do some of the things I actually wanted to. I mean, I can't remember the last time I've been on a nice day out anywhere. There's just so much frustration going on right now that I can't even smile.
I've still got some work to do that's due in on Friday *sigh* All I want to do is shut my eyes and shut down. Completely. I have nothing remotely interesting or happy to write about since my last post. All I want to do is vent and cry and sleep. I'm struggling to tell myself that everything is gonna be okay. I feel so frustrated. SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED I JUST WANT TO SCREAM IN EVERYONE'S FACE CAUSE NO ONE GETS ME.
I'll write again when I stop feeling like this. This weight at the back of my throat is driving me nuts!