I don't know what's worse. My long, long Monday classes (11-7) or the fact that I'm constantly annoyed/upset at one thing or the other. A lot of my negative energy probably comes from me not being able to figure out a lot of things/perplexed when people don't have common sense or consideration for others. Or maybe it's just that I feel shit about myself. I've been upset so many times since the last time I blogged it's getting unbearable. I'm stressed out and restless. And I don't know how to make it better.
I've tried retail therapy (which usually works) and it didn't seem to do much. I got excited for a bit when my parcel finally came. Happily tried on my clothes from Nasty Gal and then, back to being annoyed at an empty thought. But hey, I guess at the very least I own a load of clothes from Nasty Gal now. They're probably my fav brand right now cause their items are just so cutting edge and different. It's a little bit pricey yes, but their quality is ah-mazing. And it also helps that their items come in size XXS. Here's a sneak peak at one of the printed items I bought. Yes, prints. Different huh?
Hmm, went out for a rave in Warehouse Project last night. Music was amazing as usual but I didn't have the best of time due to a few things in my head. But apart from that, loved the whole music set. Here's to adding Laidback Luke/Blasterjaxx/Chainsmokers/Thomas Gold/Tujamo/Sick Individuals to the list. Especially adored Chainsmokers set cause I knew every word of it.
..Well, I don't really know what to do right now. I'm bored and trying to get over the fact that I just cried. Feeling a little homesick cause of the little twins and definitely missing allllll the mango puddings..
Also, it's one of those rare days where I'm actually venting to my mom.
But yea, I miss being happy and stress-free.