Tuesday, September 23

Wish it were warmer

So the past week hasn't been easy. Between worrying about some things to being distressed by the constant mess in the house.. I'm literally on the brink of suffocation. My OCD is actually driving me nuts, I'm constantly upset about how messy and dirty everything is in the house and that leads to me washing/cleaning every single thing. Sigh. I'm gonna want to kill myself at some point.

Sigh. I've been trying so hard to look for clinics/hospitals/anyfucking place that does Cervarix and being given a negative response every time I make a call is absolutely killing. I've spent so many days crying about this that I don't know who to turn to anymore. If any one of you lovelies who's in the UK knows where to get Cervarix, please.. please let me know.

Hmm.. it's getting much colder these days. Everything annoys me cause of the cold. Ugh. I'm beginning to feel like I'm losing it again. The only up side of the week has probably been seeing Fristi and my brother in Manchester. Oh and having my brother over at mine has been so great too. Everything else pretty much sucks.
 
I wish for better days to come :/

44 comments :

  1. That's the problem of ocd's, you always end up cleaning, i always hate cleaning but end up cleaning as always, can't help it!

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  3. Hate cleaning :/

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  5. You really should try to be more positive sweety :)

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  8. so sorry to hear what you're going thru.....hope you can find a clinic

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  9. I'm not in UK, sorry can't help you. Please don't do this to yourself, a little bit of dirt want do harm to no one ;)
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  10. I hope you have a better week soon! Don't worry so much <3

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  11. I hope that everything will be fine, dear!

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  13. Stay positive, takes guts to write about this kind of thing x

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  14. Hi Annick! x I say go ahead and clean-- i find that cleaning can be quite therapeutic. I find that it helps in thinking things through. I hope you have a better week! x

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    1. i know it does but it does distress me seeing mess after mess

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  16. Breathe. Hope everything will get better soon! :)

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