Has anyone of you ever experienced those rare moments of happiness only to be crushed completely afterwards? I have. Countlessly, throughout the start of summer till date. It breaks me a little more each time this happens. I'm tired, exhausted from feeling like this but I have to be strong don't I? Everyone learns from experience and mistakes. There have been so many bumps, so many complications but I will be okay. In the end, everything will be okay. I read that from somewhere today.
One after the other, it just keeps coming. It hurts. I just wish things would work in much simpler ways.
Oh well.. I'm going to Ocean park tomorrow regardless of the weather. Let's hope it'll be a good day. Right now, I'm feeling a tiny bit of bittersweet. Some unresolved complications has finally come to an end. I don't know if I should be happy. If that's what I should be feeling, then I really don't know what's wrong with me for being way more sad than I should. And even with this ending, another one is brewing.
Life.. life sucks. Life sucks and it's full of goodbyes. I hate goodbyes. I hate having people entering my life only to walk away. But, that's life. Everyone walks away. In the end, you're alone. Forever and always, you'll have you. But that's also.. if you don't lose yourself in the midst of everything.
I'm off to bed now. I love you guys. Thank you for sticking with me even when I don't post as much as I used to! xx