It's January 8th today and I feel as if I'm about to explode. I woke up this morning and I spent my day downloading all sorts of app on my iPhone. And I got so crazy playing Icon Pop Quiz and Logos Quiz that I started asking people or googling the answers :P I spent a good few hours just playing that two apps.
Then I started stressing out when I thought about my unfinished painting :( I seriously need to get myself motivated and finish the 3 paintings so that I can finally submit my application to La Salle. Which then goes to my other thought, what if I can't get in? What am I to do with my life? The deadline's in April and I'll get an answer pretty soon after I submit my stuff but.. what if I don't get in?! What am I to do then? :( I practically cried when I thought about that after too long. Mommy told me to re-apply to Mills again though.. but I don't know. I really want to get into some creative courses :/ *sigh* I feel so slow. Everyone else is studying and stuff. Here I am, still stuck at nothingness. I know how some people are jealous I don't have to attend classes yet but honestly, it scares me sometimes that well.. I don't have anything to do. I mean, I'd be really happy and would be enjoying my time now if I knew I would be going to La Salle for sure. The problem is, I don't and that is terrifying. *sigh* I really do need to finish off those paintings and submit my app ASAP so I don't have to feel like crap and be all stressed out.
Oh and since I have an iPhone now, I'd like to sell off my 32GB iPod 4! Anyone interested? It's one year old and still in pretty good condition. No scratches and with anti-glare screen protector. (How I wish I can say the same about my blackberry) Email or comment if you'd like to know more.
Okay, I guess I need to unwind myself for a bit.. off to painting my nails! Will blog again later :)